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August 16., 2004
04:27 pm - the CURREEEEEEEEEEEEEE
they, ok lets face the facts, robert smith is delicious as my jewish mommy would say. since he is the only one anyone gives a shit about in the cure. go ahead , prove me wrong, name another member, anyone?
artificial cheese, crumbs, barf chunks sticking to blades of grass, lemon chills, 4.50 for a small coke, no blankets allowed
this is the cure concert
it was beautimous.
i, bryn, taylor, christian , and peter trekked out there
me and peter the only ones who enjoy interpol who played 'nyc' and 'pda' (niners favs!)
then i went (alone) to the mogwai stage bc no one else likes them but me
and hoped freediving would be played, but sadly the experimental music gods do not agree with me.
the cure did inbetween days and me and tay danced, and pee ran down my leg whne the 40 yr old appeared to have better moves and the lesbo who was only discernible by her slight mullhills on her chest , got wayyyyyyyyyy to close to the all too non gay nina nicole harp. they did not have to surgically alter the sexual oreintation of some rats by grafting genes onto their hypothalamuses to prove to me that its biological and i do not want to dip my pen inthat company ink.
anyway,
taylor called me hi maintenance bc i aske him, he says i whined (impossible, me?) ,"BUY ME A LEMON CHILL AND A GLO IN THE DARK NECKLACE!waaaaaaaaaa!"
wow, that is so expensive i could see how oliver twist could have sucha problem with it. please sir, may i have another lemon chill that we go halfees with?
all in all, one of my fav shows, i just wish sometimes a certain person was there to go with me. then i forget about it.
i bought ug boots. i heart dead animal boots. cant wait to tuck my pant legs into em come winter!
usher with kanye west made me feel white to the max, that is, until usher, who i find comletely fucking hot bc he is a sexual ball of energy. he did it 'my way'. that was so fuckin gay please do not read it again. after party at tikki bobs. awesome. my sis rocks my ug boots off of me. she is so sweet nowadays at 21 yrs of age.i thoroughly enjoyed this event , it was such a wonderful african surprise.
it makes my list of hot black men skyrocket:
1. Usher
2. Khadduce (from mtv , vj)
the end
this just in, u can use the term latino but not hispanic, u will get ur ass ethnically whooped.
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August 9., 2004
08:05 am - long timey time
got back from belize, decided to live there the rest of my life.
did the elusive 'chicken drop' which included feeding a chicken laxatives all day and at nite betting on a big bingo card on which the poultry might spray. dam number 22 . so close, i did enjoy the shouts of 'come on u fucking cock" which ensued. there goes 100 dollaars (i tried to buy the whole card)still didnt win. tho watching chicken shit was not the hilite,i do not wish to bore.
going to the cure this week and usher (U_S_H_E_R etc)
worked at charlotte russe, old 97's (for sam), and applebees
(its like im jamaican,aire, man)
went to alicia scotts and jimmy morton's wedding (so surreal, they are our age)
mr. miller was of course! videotaping it!
we talked and i saw david tedone (which made me seizure when it reminded me of our bad history, ewwwww)
and for all the old folks who told me 'you're gonna get pregnant' in belize, ha! i am not.
oh mego! guess what, melissa thayer from tennis is preggers!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaslutbonwallaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
me and taytay almost had a threesome with the tour guide in a jungle (where temptation island was shot!) in maruba!
i was um .. . not lucid.
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Maj 4., 2004
11:52 am - satellite
i wished on a satellite.....stupid star poser.....
speakin of space hardware!!!!
im in a galery!! my first real one!!
im hanging it tonite we had to establish the floating walls, and by establish, i mean build cuz there were none. its off lancaster , next to a homeless shelter (not too shabby if i say so myself) its one of those mod homeless shelters tho. . .
i have two new pieces
and the opening is this friday so see u later burger joint! u can take ur red meat up the proverbial cows asshole.
i quit, cuz im famous
wait no i need that job, dont get too coccky niners.
going to florida on my usual , its like cheers except family vacation, 'ill have the usual disneyworld with a side of south beach
its gonna b so cheap ass, like angelas ashes tour 2004. i cantspend no cash, rachel doesnt have any, my dad is always cheap (what u want me to buy you a bottle of gesso?) and my mom dont have no monies either.
maybe i will get really skinny
found thse pics of me and rachel doing really wierd shit like pretending to give chubby heroin injections with a tourniquet on her paw arm heheeh, and me duct taping rachel to a chair like a kidnapper, weierdddd kids, awww good times. living in the ole ft worth next yr again, all money is in place and this time im work study baby and back witha vengeance.
by the way the show is called satellite. . . .
im so glad i have been making my own money this whole shcool year and supporting most my need myself, it was eally irritating at some pts but im glad now, i feel more adult.
saw oscar shorts with tay tay my roomie an dfriend, i love the squash game one hahaa and the claymation, hehe
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April 28., 2004
06:56 pm - Ah yes. . . . S HOW!
post a memory of me in the comments. it can be anything you want.
then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you
Please do it, even if its bad or nasty , i need some entertainment. ..
i had my end of the year painting critique today where i encirle my body with paintings(by me) and the ta contradicts everything the prof. says.
the ta loves me and he was writing down the grades so. . . no bjs for gpa points this term.\
Joe , the TA , and i had a lonnnnnnngggggg discussion of summer study abroad vs spring summer abroad. he recommended me for the figure drawing course in budapest and pragueeeeeeeee, in which i awkwardly responded because it is impossible for me to take complimetns normally, "Hey, i can walk around and blast damien rice from the boombox on my shoulder", not funny, i wanted to hurt myself for being a douch to the max. it is taught by the guy who wrote anatomy for the artist. so i believe next summer i will go there. he says u stay in a hostel with 3 or 4 peeple and he said the insiders tip: u dont have to go on all the field trips, they make u think you havve to , but ya dont.
i got networking goin on yessssss i do. nina network harp
im painting koi again, god help me, i cant break away. im so cliche
my painting instructor said "wow nina, ur a painter."
i almost teared up
he gaave me the perimission number to signe up for his life studies class YES
so next yr i am going to go from freshman to junior level. save big buks and get on with college one year faster. sweet. everything is perfect. people here are so helpful. i got hired for the art academy, so i teach art to people during the summer and get paiddddddddddddd, see? everyting is wonderful. belize is still on. and my illustration teacher passed around my work, the man who drew almsot every rolling stone passed nina harps work around. he never likes anybodies without exceptions. i almost cried
my childrens books are getting published as we speak
u should feel lucky to kn ow me.
i hate that commercial for toyotas . . .so depressing. i hate commercial that remind me that i am old and closer to having my own kids than iam to being one again.
Nuværende musik: crimson and clover- lou reed (cover)
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April 22., 2004
07:42 pm - Wowee wow wow wow (* christopher walken accent)
so who wants to do me?
gotta do it now while the sexometer reads it, or else "not tonite honey" "i have a headache" "im very tired" or my personal favorite "i took a 10inch black cock in the ass honey. . . "
everytime some douche does the fortune cookie thingy "hey, i got it, (like it is orginal or something) why dont we add "in bed" to the end guys???
my trick: always go "mine says, you will take a huge black cock in the ass. . .. (pause for effect), IN BED! Didnt seem to make mine any funnier, hmmm, go figure. . ."
i cant decide which is better no name #3 or biggest lie by elliot smith? i think i like biggest lie lyrics cuz they are so intriguing plus he says 'gold flake paint' which is like my favorite thing, i could gold leaf anything all the time an be happy the rest of my life, i could goldflake my cat, my ass, my picutres of friends, my food, and then die of gold flake toxins. how beautiffully tragic.
i found this manual on constipation that tell you how ur turd should "lightly submerge and then sink' to the bottom of the toilet instead of 'plummet to the bottom or float atop the surface" if it is a healthy fecal matter. it also said that it should be a 'walnut brown' (oo la la very artsy) and if it is black or green try to remember if u ate any vegetables like taht.
should be on oprah book club. . .
Nuværende musik: joseph arthur- honey and the moon
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April 19., 2004
10:07 pm
Why does the teacher make me work so hard.
I think he must nt like me or something.
When it rains he makes me stand in the rain
like i am some kind of monkey.
And I just dont know what the whip a zip is going on.
I sure wish he would treat me better before i get pissed off
and lose it,
and rip his head off.
stupid hot glue bunrns look like warts, my leg is scarred, i hate my paintings, people think i should transfer, i hate air balloons filled with water, i need sleep but st elmos fire was on. i love rob lowe i dont care what he did with those 15 yre old twins, i only wish it had been me, the niner, maybe i would have turned out better. . . i was the cutest little kid, man i had alot of fun back then.
i remember i always wanted to ride the merry go-round ever since i was a small child and i got my chance when we were in Vancouver last year. I got off befre it started to go round, tho.
that is all,
must go do stuff,
ps.
thanks jamie , u make me smile!!
Nuværende humør: god crackin the whip
Nuværende musik: dj yanni- greek techno mix
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April 14., 2004
12:04 am - Now thats a MUFFIN!
Went to Ol south tonite, the only place to enjoy 50s elvis diner with old waitresses in tite outfits and lotto tickets. paradise. . . .?
My art final for painting: 3 four foot paintings by the end of april!
what the fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
i am gonna change my major to blo job giver, since thats where i will be for the duration of april. here i come jim/
go to my super web site:
http://ninaissocool.tripod.com
i am gonna post my art like some people have been doing. sorry if it sucks, im no internet web designer.
i got another book going! my stint as a christ groupie is selling like hotcakes. NEXT BOOK UP: He still Loves Me
i guess the 'he' is implied to be god??
i think i slept with him and honey, he still loves ME!
ive had better
i am gonna study abroad in Florence next spring woopee
nina vs. the visa
u can rent cell phones over in I-talia, with no stupid rate mumbo jumbo
im out like the eyelids of a chinaman
Nuværende humør: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankcreateg.gif) creative
Nuværende musik: ben folds - annie waits
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April 12., 2004
01:37 am - Easter
My sister cancelled the egg hunt for this year!!
so shes 21, im 19 i have like 10 good yrs left. . .
ruined mine, my dads and my mommies easters. ..
im taking summer class at tcc
so i can make 2000 dollars to go study abroad
whoopeeee!!
speaking of, im about to get my very own passport!!! so ican go to belize with my baby's daddy!! We depart for paradise on july 9. sea cows here i come!!
taylor gave me 200 dollars for easter inside a plastic maze that has to be solved before u can get the goods on the inside!1 it took like 2 fucking hours!!! i was about to smash it with an hammer, a big one!! im a greedy fucking bitch.
i love tayor
i got him a lacoste polo with fossil shades and a hello kitty head that is hollowed into a basket. it is very gay. and i drew him a picture of him and quedens, his kitty, and how he loves her more, understandably so.
we were at the evil corporation and saw a fight against a goth whore and a preppy, thanks ac slater, and we bought condoms, holy shit cheap as hell!! everyone sex can be CHEAPPPP!! and of course taylor runs into these taliban guys he calls 'friends' like indian or something and we have like a 30 minute conversation and like an hour later i am like "wait, we were sitting here chatting and we had condoms in our hands the whole times' and i believe they asked 'so i will let u guys get back to what u were doing, ok?" an di was like yea yea yea we are jsut sitting around tonite. fuck fuck me. literally,i hate my sticking foot in my mouth.
went to chilis ala robert hess with mego and jo-dan and tay tay and had a pleasant little time. i forgot how fun mego is. yes u my dear. and everyone::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: MEGAN IS HOT!!! i wanted to clear the table in one fell swoop of my arm knocking the buffalo chicken salad queso and balckberry tea crashing to the floor! and thro her on it!! but alas, she would not have me muttering something about being heterosexual bla bla bla. i also told my eastertale of charlie babbit the rabbit. man, itsa doozie guys. i also remembered the time when i drew a baby's arm as a tattoo on jordans regular sized arm and he said how it would b like a baby is jacking him off when he commits said act. hahahahah. funny. but i guess megand has replaced the baby arm and taken on the said act. hehe.
who wants to see dave chappelle at the improv!!
i do , but yes nina, who else??
do tell me if u wish to. . .
BIATCH!
watched cirque de soleil with jordan mostly, complete with camel toe, asian skinnys no sumos, actors posing as audience members, and the nude guy with six white and one red ball. lost my school id. i have no identity. im like in the 'net' as sandra b's character. ruth marx or angela bennet. hahah i cant believe i rememebr that, man i cant remember the computer company name, that is gonna keep me up all nite, shit
help?
i cant stop listening to 'flowers on the wall' by the statler bros.
i had salmon, it was good.
and salmon cakes,
they were good
and salmon croquettes
equally good
and asti spumati my fav sparkling wine
got a say anyting tee and the OC mix soundtrack, lime green heels, and a tee with lil peckers on it
gotta love my roomate and my mommy and my sis
im working on the publishing of my child's book "teach me to pray' with stephanie (the author) heheh megan knows. . ..
im such a consumer whore i need to make 500 dolalrs fast , so any other suggetions to the girl with no pride
Nuværende humør: lou reed (its a state of mind)
Nuværende musik: hole-violet
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April 8., 2004
02:43 am - ANOTHER GOOD QUOTE
" I hate fucking artists , they all think they are so smart ,its like why dont u jsut paint instead of making me care about ur beliefs . . . its like man, u could just write 'I HATE george fucking bush' on a piece of paper instead of making a painting with the same message and it'd be just as effective and pointless"
I SECOND THAT
we also talked of hating people who pretend to be communists and hyper color tshirts :
" i remember m y mom bought me hypercolor shorts and i would wear 'em and get a line right down my ass crack bc it was always so warm. . . "
hehe
I responded "hypercolor shorts, interesting. . . "
and then we told anecdotes of laughing over stupid shit we did and made fun of others for doing:
"I ate dog poo once, i tried to avoid a hischool gang route on my bike bc they yelled shit like 'MANNNNNNNN NIGGA rides hard!" etc, and i went thru the grass afresh with dew and skidded and landed in poo and ate some of it. ..
i said, "yea well i ate dog food on accident. (kat will get this reference)
and he said
"i was at home depot and this old man was bring his cart back to the large stack of carts, u kno where they fold into one antoher and he slammed his cart into the pile so hard it did the thing where the front folds up and he got his upper torso trapped, like a human mousetrap man, and his lil feet were kicking but he couldnt get out and he was grunting, i stared and made eye contact but by theni couldnt help him bc he knew i was laughing so hard"
i forgot to add this convo to my last post it was too funny
so yea
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02:25 am
Nina's (sleep)quote of the night:
"Oh crap. I just saw a puppet in my head. It was scary."
so my roomate says this is what i said in my sleep, i am psychotic. It seems god has it out for lil niners by making me say7 this out loud right after i made fun of her for sleep talking the previous nite in which she declared, "Man, i thought i was holding a bag of fish for a second, nevermind . . . "
damn, watch out for rm 321 its a psycho void stocked up with the crazies.
in other news craigers *craig kilborn for u guys, looked magnificent tonite with slate gray pant suit with not tie and a white and violet striped button down underneath. I cant wait for our wedding in which he will wear this ensemble.
I am now going to belize, and if ud like to join me and taylor couple or no it is cheap and u can swim with sharks and manatees and stuff so ask me and i shall inform u as i am a walking dictionary or knowledge on the subject. it will be so fun, its like deserted paradise, we might buy the honeymooners package, it has good deals and big king size bed and ocean view, alas we are not married, but i would not have it any other way since we all know hess suks ass when up against harp. . . thats like that ming 'she bangs' guy from american idol against aretha franklin, no contest! . . . ?. . . .
i think my boobs got slightly bigger altho why im not sure, maybe i have tumors of equal sizes and shapes in my boobs, or someone gave me breast implatnts whilst i slept, thank u implant fairy, WINK!
i made a giant dong out of fabric and hung it from the sculpture studio ceilingit is stuffed with a cucumber sand and water for a fleshed out feeling to it when u have sex with. . . er. . .touch it.. . .my teacher said the sexuality7 combined with the naivety of the sowing intrigued her so why not call int the whole squad of teachers to stare at it with all them saying this is nice , oo i love this , while groping it , i laughed it reminded me of my fav line:
"its like shaking hands with ur best friend,. . . ONLY REALLY REALLY FAST!"
thank u valley girl for childhood memories. .. .
and im out like a something
Nuværende humør: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankhappyg.gif) pleased
Nuværende musik: eternal sunshine soundtrack/ the OC mix soundtrack
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Marts 31., 2004
01:30 am - roomate
Me and taylor had a small falling out, its just too small of a blip on the screen of major life altering arguments that we have had, over my roomate for this coming year. i have chosen to live behind the art building ina house on university with my painting friend JAMES. now, bear withme, i know he has a penis but this does not mean i automatically want to be as adam called it, 'genital-mates'.
he like the upright citizen brigade, peter gabriel, his chimney sweeper hat, and latex paint.
perfect i say!
he is much older and has a longtime girlfriend, so again i dont see why this is a hassle.
the rent and security deposit and my utilities are way cheaper this way then thru the dorms so here i go.
me and james was talking and he was talking about the "ROCK" and tattoos, i said what if the ROCK had his proverbial ROCK tattoed and he goes, "like the kind of ring u slip on ur fiance?" i says, "NO DUMASS< like his TESTICLES (the word had an echo to it and it seemed to repeeat itself" i looked back and my paitning teacher was right there. . . thanks james, dammit nina, look behind u, u shcould kno by now that that always happens to u, adam knows too!!
i hat e when one guy thinks ur pure and nice and then u totally shatter it. .. well add him to the list
went to a show wher the artist, chris mansu, showed prints of his bare ass on differing locales, mainly irish and scottish in theme, like on dover cliffs overllooking the ocean, and graveyards with rollling hills, hehe
it was funny to see him after eating his cake,
bc now i know what hes working with!! hhahahaha
it was a great time
i looked pretty
found a poop in the first stall that had peices of cooked carrot in it like the cylindric kind, and wass so large it was poking out of the surrounding bowl. . . cant believe a girl did such a mighty emission, i guess im jealous cuz i go crap like on a leap yr schedule, i did not no carrot comes ou t like corn either
was a learning experience
gonna b an art academy teacher this summer yayyyyyyy no more burgers baby!!!
i love my lil tay tay, i love our emotions, they are always extreme never thsoe midranged neutral silent treatment fests, raw
i bought him a choco-bunny , named timid timmy, boxer/briefs with hearts on them hehe, and my art
Nuværende humør: i like boys with dimples
Nuværende musik: liz phair- divorce song
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Marts 29., 2004
10:59 pm - Rave at 321
come quick, its crazy, dear god there is butter pecan ice cream and ecstasy and lights and hotness, heat, jamie is here everytime i turn around, woah, we are such ravers, i keep knocking into her,
i think i musta herd prodigy, smak my bitch up. at least 10 times by now, and my fav air song 'kelly watch the stars' as well as 'sexy boy'' gotta love any song with francaise in it (where is my god damned accent 'cedille' button, damn french keyboards )
ou sont au masculine . . . . la la la
does anyone think reese witherspoon as tracy flick in election is alicia patterson?
'fill me up mr mccallister, oo yea, just like that'
hehehe
all that raving was so much fun, man, its so hard to find a cheap and easy rave, a good ol fashioned one these days, whatever happened to the good ol days where i ate the damn ex, none of this pussy shit with 'the tests' to see if i might 'die' , I WANNA EAT MY YELLO TOYOTA IF I WANNA AND DIE IF GOD WILLS IT
aaaa, cant get jamiroqua outta my head
good news, i thinks i found a roomy tonite, we shall see how 'ideal' that is in the morning tho . ..
u know kat, why the fuck did micky d's give alicia a scholarship, i bets she never even had a happy meal, stupid aryan
love
the jewess
Nuværende humør: dancing on revolving floor
Nuværende musik: virtual insanity
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Marts 24., 2004
04:54 pm
so why do i blame peter gabriel for spurring on my menstrual flow?
because i was listening to red rain when guess what?"
oh yes everyone, it came. . . aunt flo (old man chuckle)
i beleive the lyric goes 'red rain is falling all over meeeee'
ewww, sick but brings up my point that if guys were smart they would bask in the glory and celebrate the magic that is our periods bc they dont have to pay foR Abortions, and get mature and stuff.. .
so i acclaim ntl menstrual day and we wear red like st pattys but not green and leprechauny, ok, maybe leprechaun can stay , bUT HE HAS HAS HAS TO WEAR RED
jamie has a nonexistent penis wich i told her to go suck, she said 'that means i have a penis, no no a dick! they call it a dick, men do, and thats what i am!"
ok, tru story, jamie walks into the room all hi and might with her regular loaf bread and looks in the fridge and sets in with the ol ball and chainin'
"oo im nina i have fancy dip, no regular for me, im fancy , oo'
i hate her , she so gay and stupid, i hope she dies and i can eat her so no trace is left, and the i wil be on csi, the coolest crime scene investigation show of all the crime scene investigation shows, ha!
i hate jamie so hard
she takes up my space,
she makes my ffeet smell,
she eats my butter flake rolls and comments on their richness, i hate her, tho those butterflake roolls are quite 'special'
ooo llook at me and my exploding dog t!!! kiss my ass u stupid roomate u!
then she said my leonard cohen music sounded like soap opera music, to which i rebuttled "um, u watch soap operas? ohhhhhhhhh SNAP!" i think its obvious who won that debate, . .. . . me, ok. . .
so im doing a painting of the kuwait oil well fires from back in the day when u were all still in lil whitey diapers, not me tho, like a decade ago for u dumasses who donot kno what i am talking about,
but it relates to now becasue it like forshadowed all the shit goin on nowadays, see children, history should not be overlooked, bc it will come back and nip u in the asss when u r spraying roaches with raid and subsisting on mars bars in a ditch somewhere in iraq after u have been exiled from ur golden palace. . .
so yea
did u hear about the head palestinian honcho guy, who got shot rite after prayer?
hahahahah,
so i will not go to church bc of that now
Nuværende humør: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankgeekg.gif) why is the music so gay
Nuværende musik: polyphonic spree- light and day
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Marts 22., 2004
12:25 pm - mayonnaise
so, we are supposed to do this sculpture thing where we take fabric and stuff it with something and sow around it, whatever we want. . .
nolan said he was gonna stuffit with mayonnaise, stinky, mayonnaise, i am sowing morninng star veggie weenies inside mine and they are all going to be stuk onto a wire so i can make a shape out of them and sow around it. mayo and weenies, me and nolan make a dirty teem of S"OWERSSSSS
kats boyfriend is painting her portrait . . .why cant anyone be thtat sweet to me??
must be because i have bangs that intimidate boyssss, yes, bangs, thats it
i dont know how im gonna sow around these weenies, they slip rite out of my hands, dam soy protein, im listening to aha and sowing, how quaint
i want to see that kim basinger movie, where she seduces the boy who reminds her of her dead son, at laeast thats the plot i made up in my twisted mind of sin!!
some guy asked me who my hot friend wass, i said MY SIS?? he said no, the other one, i responded MY MOMMY?? ewwwwwwwwwheheh, gross, he was a hischool dropout, justin o hara, what a loser, everyone knows my mom is too much to handle, she likes
em like half my age too.
poor gorilla, i wonder why the cops didnt have tranq guns on hand, probably bc kids working at the zoos shoot each other witht he darts for a cheap thrill hi.. . . i think, i have herd somewhere in , a book er mag er. . . oo good job cop u shot a gorilla full grown in the head and heart!! hard to miss u fuckheads. dallas zoo blos , no wonder it escaped, they have like the most oppressed animals, a flamingo with a kiddie pool in there with it with brown water, a chain link fence barrier bt u and the monster on the other side, supper strong tax dollars rite there. thanks bush
ps. i got a lettr saying that lara and george bush thank me for my support int his years election?? qua? when did this happen? how come i didnt kno ?
Nuværende humør: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankthinkg.gif) confused
Nuværende musik: billy bragg- tank park salute
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Marts 21., 2004
11:14 pm - REFLECTION
so i saw my newwwwww favvvvvv movie of all time: eternal sunshine
i did in fact cry my lil heart out
i got this really mod orange skirt with zipper front. it looks so good!! im happy.
my sculptor friend went to an atb concert and it ws so packed i lost him and got scurred and started clawing my way thru for him and found him, he said i looked like a deer. hehe
he asked me about all my relationships and we talkde for a while about the good and the bad. i came to many a realization:
1. in retrospect alot of my relationships dont count, becasue i was in love with the person it reminded me of, not the actual person i was with at the time: for example: macaroni grill boy doesnt count as a relationship bc he reminded me of taylor and was actually more of a substitute fro the real thing
2. Brooks doesnot coutn bc he reminded me of my first love from highschool, stephen, so it was like the above thing. i think thats why i cared bc i couldnt piossibly care about the actual guy bc i barely knew brooks or wanted to. its like i was trying to recapture somehting lost
3. i know that my mommy loves me bc she is pro choice and could have had an abortion if she wanted , . . . but didnt (so she told me)
4. that movie, eternal. . . , made me realize how perfect me and taylor are together, when we are together i dont think of anyone else, like i always used to. when we play in the snow together i think i couldnt b happier. i love him and he loves me too. we do nothing and love it.
5. i will not date the arty, excuse for no life or goals, skinny, tall, non motivated type anym ore , it took me like 5 times to realize that i want a manly man who can fix things and stuff
6. taylor has a way huge penis *in a way this relates to megan also
7.that is all thank u, oh yes, and i will always love the guy who rescued me in front of the roto rooter truck and took care of me that whole day and cooked salmon for me, you kno who u are, i wish timing was different
i finished a one minute thirty second animation short it rocks. very rough. i will post it latre when it is acceptable. some guy said i looked like angelina jolies's distant cousin, i said thanks?? i think. .. sean and chris u came to my work to talk to me. i loved it. i felt all warm and fuzzy, talke to kristin finally, i miseed my favorite girl, taught my sis how to oil paint, wnet to a marathon for womens's abuse, and that is all, for now,
why does kat thinks she looks like a prostitute, i thinks shes gorgeous
Nuværende humør: contemplative
Nuværende musik: new order- leave me alone
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Marts 16., 2004
04:31 pm - yipeeeeeeeeeeee!!
i am 118 pounds. i kno no one cares but i do, i lost like 10 pounds i feel so awesome!! its a big deal for me bc i didnt want to wake up at like 150 and not recognize myself. so im still nina, still nina.
anddddddddddddd
i have a show coming up. its called "go" like the movie. me and james developed the idea. hes so smart but kind of in a rut. he drips latex paint all over the place but he doesnt haveany ideas behind his work. . . on second thought thats why i like him. . . ideas are highly overated.
ran into macaroni grill boy and a hot 25 yr old guy who gave me his number (as if i would call him ha! but it did make me feel purty) but as for macaroni grill boy, i cant decide if im mad at him still. guess not.
my sister upset me , said i was obsessed about losign wieght since it was not such a big gain, reading these last entries maybe shes right? i dont care. i will cotninue to chain smoke cigarettes and drink diet coke with lime for the next few months. its the new fort worht diet! so full of vitamins.
ive been getting vitamins my whole life so its ok to not , now. . .
my new pics are from the day after we took the sho down, i got gifts and stuff, i like being liked. go to my myspace for the art in the sho. http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user&Mytoken=20040316141251
or find the user # 20040316141251
my roomate fell off the bed and got a concussion and threw up when she came to. . all over the ground and almost pierced in the face by my wire sculpture. poor jamie jamie. lentil soup was made and had by the said hurt persons.
i cant wait to move itno the house , house house of fun fun fun come may!!
i love tcu so much!!
Nuværende humør: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankhyperg.gif) bouncy
Nuværende musik: embellish-water lung
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Marts 8., 2004
01:55 am - Sushi Party
woooooooohoooooooooooo
it was awesome!!
ryder 'jesus ' richardson was there dancing with me to the cure and flock of seagulls, i say 'dance' very cautiously bc we art people kinda just move and see how it turns out, teri told me i reminded him of his wife when they first statrted going out 3 yrs ago (he is 22) it was a one yr annniversary, and she walked up and it was kinda wierd but then m-lee that is her name pronounced' emily' said she knew me
from where u may ask?
she remembered my outfit from last semester and told teri a girl had the coolest outfit on and it inspired her to buy and wear a short jacket, we all got somewhat trashed on sake and russian beers like periosky's or something, and she told me its hard to keep a marriage going like when ur just dating bc she was a lil too tipsy, i was like , oh, that sucks good luck,
such a purty place grenada gables apts. i wish i lived there too. . .
it was so much fun then i went ot old south pancake house with taylor and had a scrumtrilecent meal
will and i jsut had a talk of anal sex and pretzels and how he could hear me getting fatter over the phone, ass hole,
i will jsut wear mens clothes from here on out
what will it be - 34X36
'so scandalous,
u know another nigger couldnt handle this
when u cruise to the mall for some dippin dots . . . "
-thong song changed lyrics to fat chic lyrics
Nuværende humør: chipper
Nuværende musik: the cars- touch and go (wo wo wo i like to sing back up hehe
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Marts 5., 2004
09:32 am - god knows what's in these weeds boy . . .
last night i completed the cardboard chair of satan after my skinny wrists were weighed heavily upon by the jig and ban saws for a total of 6 hours. now i shall commence with the painting. i sat on it with my fat ass and it just groaned a little like whenever i sit on anything, haha, but did not bust. i got the asian girl who is like a 4ft 60 pound toddler to sit in it , her name is taka (t-a-w-k-a-h-) , and it was perfect so moral is : no fat asses on the chair, haha, itd b a good fatty test like BMI . .. "hey jack howd u do?? " 'well don, i snapped the seat in two this year, so no medical insurance coverage" heheh. . . one day
i got driven home to my dorm by this one guy, like i usually do, and he tries to make a pass at me by leaning over form the drivers seat, and adam will think this is funny like tripping me in junior hi, so i kind of MELT out the passenger door as he moved in, it was horrrrrrrrrrrrible, so awkward, face so red, i like tripped slid my way back to the door, i hate this now bc he was a good friend and he was good for the ride to my hall, and now i will have to rever to walking dammit, fuck me. i have never been kissed by someone normal i didnt want to be kissed by , so its kind of wierd an probably the worst thing bc i was like 'whats he doing why help somoene should get a clue, dam fuck" i hat being a fool like that and acting stupid.
im going to a sushi/sake party tonite, its gonna b off da hook, me teri and blakely and james were pre-sushi/sake party dancing to the smiths around ythe easels in our studio, oh yes, morrisey baby hehe, it included alot of twisting leg from the knee to the foot and keeping upper body com;letely still, it should b loads of fun bc its all artists and we kno how to have fun.
my show had to b taken own yesterday, im sad, i felt cool, and my daddy never got to see it, i got my nordan renewed so i can go to school here again next semester!! eight g's baby i am so awesome.
a woman at wight watchers told me that she gets her dairy servings from ice cream sandwiches, 6 in a pack= one glass of milk, she said its like they wanted u to do that since its packaged that way, im not too sure i would even want to eat 6 of those. i just nodded and thought of the mouse, gus gus, from cinderella with all that corn stacke underneath his chin hehe
watched daredevil last nite
i dont like jennifer garner
i want a bulls eye in the middle of my forhead so if i wear my bangs up i can be 'nina's eye' an dif im not feeling fancy on any given day i will wear my bangs over my head
Nuværende humør: happy
Nuværende musik: washington dc by magnetic fields
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Marts 2., 2004
02:09 pm - my space kick way mor ass cheek
kat and ads were right.
i had a croissant sammy today for lunch , split in two with taylor who is the cesaer salad baron. he could drink the damn stuff.
he spent the nite in my room ILLEGALLY yes children last nite, i had to go to class so my roomy woke up with him there hahahahah. woops. he had to pee in the empty welch's juice bottles so when i got back and saw cranberry juice , i was like, 'jamie, did u leave the juice out of the fridge??" she laughed and said 'yessss yess i did' so i started to grab them ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
i hate everyone i kno, er, who was in that room, for lettimg me handle such a nasty pakage. . . .
so big lebowski tonite with artsy friends, i do hate my artsy friends sometimes, so self deprecating and wierd , i long for perky happy friends . .. one day. . . *sigh
fucking cardboard chair sucks so much ass , i cannot build furniture out of 6 foot sheets of cardboard. . . not possible for the nina, an di hate glue because it gets in my bangs and i walk around and it looks like lice
why is the yea yeah yeahs singer copying my look?? hmmmmm. . .anyone anyone
my mommy called me a little troll. . . weird choice o fwords. i dont think i have ever disagreed with her more
i am drwing the cutest cover ever for my imaginary magazing in illustration: a brontosaurus, also known as an apatosaurus (i used to b real big into dinos when i was a wee one, then i had to be coola dn stuff), is giving a female bronto a bouquet for valentines but oh no! upon closer inspection he has eaten them bc hes a : FUCKING brontosaurus who is a herbivore , he eats plants get it get it?
oh yea he is also fat like kat's kitty who was my muse for this piece.
the hall director will not stop leaving me messages laced with snobbery. i cant believe im so stealthy as to not be catchable by any o fthe 4 ra's and one directore during the course of day to day activity. knock on wood. i got a plaque for the show i was in: it says im a "fellow of art" hmmmm . ...
saw "club dread" it was actually real funny this one guy goes "i have sex with goats and "but i used a condom" then a grl goes "u told me they were against ur religion" heheheheh
i donot like when people make a huge ordeal out of getting back in touch with u and then dont follow up??
i also find it irritating when someone promises to do somehting for u, lets call it ninas attmept at networking, and then u find out u did something for them but they did nto follo thru? *cough, cough, put art in show
im doing the 39 hour modern exhibit "hang ur art at the modern art museum" so me and some artist fellos wil b doin that if u wanna check it out. suport me i cant spell so well but i can drawrrr. my name is simon, heheh.
i wrote a damn funny comment on kats sequel entry so everyone should read it
i was on my way to weight watchers meeting and i stopped at central market for sushi and this chic in my meeting class was buying a slice of choco cake and a kign size candy bar and a pint of ben and jerry's holy shit do not sit in the front row whining ur ass off about 'how why god this and i dont understand how do i gain when othes lose! someone isnt logging their extracirricular eating r they??
ps. that was really about me
pps. that was really about me stalking a girl around central market in a rage whcih is even sadder than if i had ingested the cake and candy bar and cream of ice myself. im almost back to 120 yo!
yes , my wiehgt determines my hapiness so yea, fuck off all u its so sad this and bad image that, i wanna look like a magazine model and i dont care if im 5'6 i will still gro later and its totally realistic to my health
my hair is like 80 inches long
climb up my prince
im bored
Nuværende humør: jubilant
Nuværende musik: talking heads / roomy hitting hand on desk on accident twice
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Februar 25., 2004
02:13 am - IM BACK BIATCH
and so is nader apparently , ur my sexxy funeral director u
im also on myspace so . . . yea
Nuværende musik: phantom planet -big brat
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